| by as i lay dying: losing sight
How could we lose sight
Of what matters most
Trying to love
What cannot love us back
All we have is not worth living for
If we do not know when to let go
What is life
That we cling to it so tight
Afraid that it will take from us
These fading sentiments
Can we die to live another day
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| it is not supposed to be like this... everything is up side down. i have nothing left to give to any one. i promised my self i would not die that no matter how much i want to i cant... i never knew it would be this hard. i wish i had then maybe i would not die eveytime she calls everytime she walks away. but its all good i have not cut in a week or so i have given up on it... it has nothing to offer me any more it does nothing for me i just sit and look at it like its supposed to mean something. but just like everything else it has faded from me. i am past lost by now. everything use to feel like a movie like nothing was real or something but now i feel like im in a gost town. like i see people evey where of coures but its like even if i wanted to touch them my hand would go right thourh them. i think its over... everything. i will be here to breath to work get out of this place. but everything has no meaning any more except you but it of coures does not matter... |
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| i want to scream AT THE TOP OF MY LUNGS BUT I SMOKED THEM ALL AWAY.
and yes of course my thoughts remained with you. |
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| my bitter end will come with you as the last thought in my unknowen mind... |
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